Friday, January 30, 2009

Happy Days

Current Song: "1234" by Feist

I'm currently multitasking. I am letting my particularly happy mood today stifle the anger at an unnamed subject who is a douche! - Yeah, the whole stifling thing is a process. I need to focus elsewhere, hence; je suis ici! I am eating the cookie dough that i've been working at for about 2 weeks not because I want to get salmonella, rather when baked the cookies taste DISGUSTING, but the dough's not so bad. An odd concept, but if you don't believe me, go buy some Roundy's ready to bake choco-chip cookies and see for yourself, baked=trash (i literally threw away the product), and dough=acceptable. I am surfing craig's list because it is just an awesome site that has proved itself so many times over. If ever I am in need of a good laugh, I just read the M4W Missed Connections, - funny stuff! I am facebooking, which I almost never do by itself. It's usually alongside something, such as homework. So it shouldn't really count as a multitasking component. Lastly, the obvious: I am blogging.

I am in a particularly good mood today! I'd say I'm in an extraordinarly good mood, but that would be to say that it's rare to find me in such good state of character, - which it is not, rare. It is however odd considering my day hasn't been particularly good, I mean, not that it's bad either. Ha, I guess I can't make up my mind today!

I guess I mean to say that I have no exact reason to be in such a mood. I missed my bus today because for the first time ever it was early. Having no car, my only option is to catch a bus and be late. I HATE walking into class late to the extent I'd just assume not go, before making a spectacle of myself. And as I'm talking to a girl from my building who also missed the same bus, standing outside of Dunn Bros, my eye starts watering. It's fairly normal, but I keep wiping it away, and it keeps coming. All of a sudden it started stinging, and I had to go find the bathroom and I'm sure it looks like I'm crying. Awful, my make-up going everywhere. Embarassing.

Anywho, after that ordeal, the day went pretty smooth, aside from my usual fair share of stupid things. Those are just so common that I don't even count them anymore.

I'm just back to enjoying life again, the simple things. I've always liked to observe the little happenings, pick up on the idiosyncrasies of people, - of humans. The whimsicalities of life. We are such funny beings, the chaos and confusion, the follies in our communication that seem inevitable. When I make a poing of paying attention to them, they just make me smile or laugh, all day. I love it! I could write a book about full of the silly things I note all day, but I won't because I doubt anyone else would find them as funny as me.

It might've been the kids. While I was walking Roxi, we went by the elementary school about 2 blocks away and school had just gotten out. They were adorable and tiny, and everywhere. They were even directing traffic! Which impressed me a little cause I would not have signed up to do that at the age of 10, but hey, to each their own.

I think I'm starting to settle into this new lifestyle that I've donned. In other words, I'm less stressed out. Once I get used to the new way of everything, school is not that stressful to me. There aren't many assignments that truly worry me, the sole exception being speaking tests in French and any sort of presentations. The papers, even minor "big" assignments (the big part is never my words, always the prof) don't really offset me.

Yes, it's beautiful to be back to the happy go lucky, non-stressed version of me! And I'm not broke anymore, either!