Ummm, Wow.

Is it weird that this dunn brothers panini is fantastic? Roasted Turkey. It tastes like thanksgiving draped in cheese and stuffed between 2 slices of bread. Almost worth the too high price I paid. Maybe it's just that I was really hungry.

Where did this week go? It seriously FLEW by. Probably ironically because on Monday I really thought it was friday. I was planning my weekend out, trying to decide what I'd do with my friday night...then i realized it was monday. And I had to work the next day.

*BAM*it's friday. And soon, *BAM* it will be monday again. It's always one or the other.

My brain stopped. I ate a panini, and it stopped. Apparently hunger was driving this rant.

Well. Um, I don't really know where to go from here. Watching the office. Happy Weekend, Erreeebody!

Only Tears Come to Mind

I have so much to say,
But yet the words to find,
Cause when I think of you,
Only tears come to mind,

I've been stretching myself too thin,
As of late,
And as a result,
Is this state I'm in:

Trying to untie all these knots,
Crying til red blood spots,
The counter top,
Even then I can't stop,
Feeling it so harshly,
As life digs in deeper,
Clinging weakly to my Keeper,
Wondering when to stop,
When to let this fragile heart drop,
Because I can't hold it up anymore,
It gets heavier with each war,

I can't go on tomorrow,
Like it didn't happen today,
I've not much room for persuasion,
There's not much YOU could say,

I patch up my own wounds,
Which will inevitably be marred again,
I try my best to shield myself,
But I know I'll be scarred again,

What is there to learn?
Nothing but my heart to yearn,
For peace and propriety,
In exchange for this anxiety.

Things I'm Wondering About

Here are a few thoughts before I hit the hay so happily (i am WORN OUT!):

-I'm wondering why my brother is such a cutie-patootie, and I miss him a lot.
-I'm also wondering how I'm going to live through this semester, but I'm challenging myself to do so.
-I'm wondering why life has to taunt me with wonderful things, then kick my ass. Sorry, I can't be polite about it, not now.
-I'm wondering where I'm going to find a sweet place to live until december.
-I'm wondering if this cold-illness will still be here tomorrow (gee, i hope not)
-I'm wondering how I bounce back; the grace of God.
-I'm wondering when I'll get to hang out with my big sister!!!
-I'm wondering if I will ever make my first class on time again.
-I'm wondering what my life would've been like right now if I had gone through with Paris.
-I'm wondering why I haven't blogged in like a century!
-I'm wondering how awful my first paper of the semester was.
-I'm wondering where my check-card/credit card case is...ummm, yeah.
-I'm wondering what I'll do in the spring when my 2 besties are off exploring different parts of the world.
-I'm wondering what all the new albums are like that have come out and I cannot afford to buy.
-I'm wondering how much caffeine it would take to make me actually hyper (3 times today was enough to keep me awake)
-I'm wondering how I'm going to get a 3.0 this semester (since I didn't last time) and what I'm going to do if I don't.
-I'm wondering why I'm ranting instead of sleeping.