Sunday, January 25, 2009

The Game

I'm sick of looking like a fool,
I'm sick of putting in efforts that go unnoticed,
I'm sick of not knowing what you are,
I'm sick of wondering what you think,
I'm sick of hating myself for getting in too deep,
I'm sick of worrying about letting go,
I'm sick of trying so hard to let go,
I'm sick of falling when I know I shouldn't,
I'm sick of losing focus,
I'm sick of tying memories to things that inevitably leave,
I'm sick of being dragged around,
I'm sick of getting my hopes up then being let down,
I'm sick of waiting and wondering,
I'm sick of the game.