Monday, January 01, 2018

A New Start

I feel this huge relief in it being a new year, even if it's just a calendar thing.

This past year led me to believe I was getting the redemptive things when in reality I just got progressively more hurt. I've been hoping there's a way to somehow put those things in the past even though my heart is yet weary. Somehow, the thought of a clean slate - cliche as it may be - gives me the slightest bit of peace.

It's really hard to believe the future doesn't only hold more pain, but some part of me does, surely that is worth something.