I was thinking about it, and i just began to realize what a good year 2007 was. Only when it's almost April of 2008 do i begin to realize this. It was a good year, at least for me a huge majority of it was. I feel like i learned so much!
And quite frankly, 2008 sucks! Thus far, i am not liking 2008. It has been constantly kicking my butt! Like school, i'll be lucky if i don't completely botch up my GPA at the end of the year. I've never slacked so much in my life! I'm just far too apathetic about this whole situation. I don't really know (ONCE AGAIN) where i want to finish out my degree (it's a whole confusing mess i don't feel like blowing that wide open at this moment).
Then there's work. If people haven't figured it out yet, I left Caribou to work at Starbucks which is somewhat a challenge because some stuff is different and it's way busier! They have a lot more standards and stuff too! It's crazy. I guess i was comfortable at Caribou; it's like that feeling when you wake up on a cold winter morning and you have to get right up the minute your alarm goes off...it's kinda like, yeah next is a hot shower, but i have to get out of bed. I could sit here in my warmth and filth...or go to different warmth and get clean. That's that.
Friends. Hmm, well there are some people that have been keeping me going as usual! What would i be without you! Then there were some i learned their true colors. It's better. I know it is, but it's still hard to walk away.
Lastly, but not leastly my problem that has recently stirred up more trouble: (no, not my tendency to blame others with my problems, shockingly since i do that so often) my klutziness. It causes problems. It's not good, and now, neither is my tail bone or my spine. It's jammed and painful. I feel like an old person. And my clothes got covered in mud. So that's my life in 2008. It should be interesting to see where this year takes me, although so far it doesn't look good and i don't know what to do with myself so that'll make it interesting i guess.
Hopefully 2008 will stop kicking my butt and give me a breather. That'd be nice.
