When I think about it,
Remain callus to you,
But still hold tight to truth,
When I think about it,
Forget all that you are,
Especially all that we were,
When I think about it,
Challenge myself to erase,
Clearing the memory of your face,
When I think about it,
Trying to forget the words you said,
Though they’re rushing through my head,
When I think about it,
Take long, slow, deep breaths,
Die a thousand little deaths,
When I think about it,
Wonder what it could’ve been,
If we were how we were then,
When I think about it,
Drop my head to my hands,
This is where our friendship stands,
When I think about it,
Would I bother to weep,
If you hadn’t cut so deep,
When I think about it,
I wish I wouldn’t,
Knowing there’s no way I couldn’t,
Help to think about it.