Saturday, April 12, 2008

When I Think About It

When I think about it,

Remain callus to you,
But still hold tight to truth,

When I think about it,

Forget all that you are,
Especially all that we were,

When I think about it,

Challenge myself to erase,
Clearing the memory of your face,

When I think about it,

Trying to forget the words you said,
Though they’re rushing through my head,

When I think about it,

Take long, slow, deep breaths,
Die a thousand little deaths,

When I think about it,

Wonder what it could’ve been,
If we were how we were then,

When I think about it,

Drop my head to my hands,
This is where our friendship stands,

When I think about it,

Would I bother to weep,
If you hadn’t cut so deep,

When I think about it,

I wish I wouldn’t,
Knowing there’s no way I couldn’t,
Help to think about it.