I'm currently sitting alone in my living room, drinking a self-concocted brandy cocktail, under a blanky, listening to Bon Iver. Finally settling down.
FUN FUN FUN FUN FUN! Between the endorphins, the adrenaline, and the good company, I felt really happy and a little bit jazzed since I left. Haha! So fun.
Earlier today, I was thinking, you just kinda have to do things. The only way to live life, is to live it. If you want to do something, but you're not sure...why not? Like when people talk about moving away, or pursuing a dream of some kind, - why not?
My dream has been to go to Paris, live for a couple months. My dream has been to do a DTS. Both of these things scare me a bit...or a lot, but I'm doing them.
I was invited to go skiing today. I was really nervous I'd make a complete fool out of myself, but I also really wanted to go! I went, got over my fear, and had a total blast! I was right on both accounts: made a bit of a fool of myself, AND had lots of fun. Like every other day of my life.
I came to the conclusion that maybe things like that are crazy, but crazy people lead more interesting lives. So might as well be crazy, when opportunity knocks...
