Amelangeoffeelings

I miss my best friend. And my oldest sister seems set to not talk to me anymore. I feel totally unprepared to leave everything I know for six months. A customer wants to donate to my trip, - yay! I shouldn't have tried to tackle something that gets me so upset before bed - bring on the stress dreams again. I'm gonna miss my job, even though right now it's horribly boring, - it's comfortable and the people are mostly great. Change is weird; the clock moved, and the straws are on the other side, it messed up my groove. I have not bonded with my dog as much as I would've liked before I'm set to leave. My brain hurts. My throat is dry. Everyone seems far away except the people I've only established tight relationships with over the past couple months, - but I'm leaving them soon too. I think one of our biggest problems is thinking we're justified. Another is worrying about how other people "run" their lives. I had a good laugh at the fact that when I was around 10, I had a subscription to cat fancy. Life should be just fun, not people slinging hateful words at one another and building walls. Laughter is pure grace.