It's kind of funny, when all your friends are dating someone, and you're one of few in your circle who aren't...I want a relationship really bad right now, but I know it's not for the right reason. Just because everyone else is dating? That's definitely a thought beneath my logic and sensibility; I know better.
A relationship is so the last thing I need! Haha, sometimes I feel like my senses and my emotions battle. Is that just a woman thing? Or just a me thing? At least my logic usually wins. Except when my emotions act too quickly for my logic. Haha. That's when I usually do things out of character.
There was some interesting conversation yesterday that has had me thinking a lot. I've had an intuition that now's not the time for a relationship, but I've just been ignoring God about it for a while. And so He just keeps reminding me. Ha. Gotta love that.
On a somewhat related note, I usually hate people that are not in control of their flirting, or that flirt aimlessly... and I have been doing that! ARGH! So disappointed with myself. That is not just for throwing around, in my opinion. But I've been doing it. I guess I've just had a lot of gumption lately. Maybe it's summer. Maybe it's affirmation in Christ, and walking with God. I can't do wrong, so why not aimlessly flirt? Okay, maybe I won't. I'll try not to, anyways. Haha.
Oh gosh, I gotta get this stuff out of my brain. Even though I feel like my opinions on these things are so dynamic and ever-changing. But it doesn't really matter, anyways.
