Thursday, June 17, 2010

Borderline

I realized tonight, I think I am borderline self-centered.

I tend to be really introspective, to the point that when other people say they don't know something about themselves, I don't understand. How could you not know how you feel about x, y, or z? Or how could you not know how you might react to a certain situation? How could you not know somethings about yourself?

I am constantly working these things out in my head. What my feelings are on certain things, how I act and react in certain situations, how often I do things that annoy myself...Am I messed up?

I think, that to remain positive I'd call it introspective borderline self-centered.

Sometimes, I think there'd be so fewer problems if people could really take a good, honest look at themselves! Figure out things about yourself! It's like society has made "thinking about me" so taboo or whatever that people don't want to, and yet we are so self-centered! Thinking about yourself, and developing that is not bad; putting yourself first, and thinking about how great you think you are? that's self-centered!

Anyways, I'm really just thinking out loud here. It seems a lot of my out-loud (what would be the visual/typing equivalent?) thoughts on facebook and the inter-webs have been giving the wrong impression of me. Like I said, really just thinking out loud. These crazy words are just my opinions, I don't think that the world should print them on stone tablets on top of kilaminjaro or anything...just thoughts. Don't freak out.

Kthanksbye.