I was just thinking about the big bad paper business, I kind of decided to say, screw it! But it still intrigues me. Something about that well-oiled machine that runs day in and day out! I wanted to be a part of that, but I've come to terms with the fact that I don't have that much ambition. People who want in with journalism claw their way to the front, work themselves silly, and I'm just not that person. I've never wanted to be career person.
Then I thought, well why not just marry a journalist? (as if one can easily pick a husband by career, ha!) But that's an even worse idea because journalists don't marry other people, they marry journalists, and they marry their jobs! They probably would legally if they could. I just don't have the passion for bringing the world the latest drunk-driver story or legislative bit (gahhh, I hated legislative).
I still have my passion for writing, and photography, and people, I just don't know how I want to form them together. I think that I've just realized hard news is not for me. And that's okay cause it only narrows it down.