I feel like people all too often perceive me to be a mean spirited person. I don't know if I come off that way; maybe i make them think that i'm a jerk. I don't know. But regardless, I hate that i seem to never get to put my story in. I have too much of a conscience to lie or twist people's stories. I may be very proud of my ability to strategically word, but not to the point that i'm being mean or changing stories. I just wish sometimes that I would be given a chance.
I just really hate that. Somebody's in a bad mood and they automatically think you're the bad guy. Is it ever possible to have a reasonable explanation? It seems like no one cares anymore. No one cares for explanations, they might as well be excuses.
I'm sorry that it got misconstrued, but i had a good reason. I don't know how you can just walk out like that, and not give me a chance. I expected better from you, but i'm sure i'll just have to let it go because you're just in a bad mood. It just sucks when the one person in the world you can always go to, turns on you in an instant. Just sucks. It wasn't bad until that. Until you left. How could you really just walk out without giving me a chance to explain; to explain that all it was that i felt stupid because of what you said?
I'm sick of people telling me things i already know. Sometimes i feel like people must really think i'm dumb. Wow, they must really think i'm clueless and brainless. Glad i'm figuring out who thinks this now; sooner rather than later!
Apparently, I'm not smart enough to read a medicine label to see how many of the pill i can take. I guess i give off an air of stupidity to the point of risking my life. I must really be stupid. Glad that just happened. What a shitty end to a not so awful day!
