This anger has been growing from day to day,
I just wish you'd listen to the words i have to say,
Since when did you begin to care,
After I needed you and you weren't there,
I cried myself to sleep many a time,
After thinking of your minor crime,
But it is all in the eye of the beholder,
Beyond a breaking hearts is there none the bolder,
I shook with rage today,
When i thought of what i might say,
And i bite my lip of whose blood i slightly sip,
It stings, but nothing compared to this sick feeling wrought,
I don't know what it was that you thought,
When you said something such as that to me,
Didn't you know that through i would see,
Through your sick and twisted ways,
That I’ve known for countless days,
Now even more, the anger is boiling,
And the good inside me is toiling,
Fighting the anger that is not natural there,
Inside the deepest caverns where,
I hide those feelings when maybe I shouldn't,
I had so much to say but knew i wouldn't,
Now to stand up for myself and avenge my heart,
Put back the pieces as they were at the start,
Times, i want to take yours and smash it on the floor,
But i don't know what that would do anymore,
I don't know when it's time to give up,
And when there will be time to live up,
Because so much has been done that i've lost sight of the fun,
We used to have,
That no longer lingers,
I can barely point with writhing fingers,
Anger shaking at the core quaking,
I swear it's seeped into my bones,
Making me cry out in aching tones,
For it is my heart that provokes me to speak,
Not my desire to be perceived as meek,
As for you my child not a thing you do is mild,
You are desperately seeking attention,
So blatantly and without apprehension,
I wonder how you yourself view,
I know that it is like few,
For you are a rare and terrible breed,
One that shames not to concede,
If only you knew what it was to be,
What it is in this world that you see,
When you look into another’s eyes,
As they mask pain in a weighing disguise,
But you, you have no sympathy,
For it is about no one except for thee.
