It's seriously odd how I can have so many billions of thoughts every day that I want to express, but can't find anything to say. I don't know if it's the mundane, same old of school and having all my friends detached from me leaving me with nothing to do, but I've been mentally constipated lately. It's a goofy way to put it, but it pretty much sums it up. I've had so many thoughts, things I want to elaborate on, but I get stuck. Weird, chaotic stuff has been going on, and it's almost like I don't even know how to process it. One lesson I've had today goes a little something like this:
Life is an unknown to us. We think we've got it down pat, then a wrench hits the gears. You never know when your's could be done, or someone dear to you. This past year this has been prepped in me, this lesson. I've been slowly learning this simple lesson, and now it's time to attempt to put it into practice. I kind of hate the phrase life is short. Ask an 80 year old if that's true and I doubt they'll say yes. Just cause it goes by fast, doesn't mean it's short. But life is unpredictable, even with it's constants (yes, I do mean to spell it that way). So the lesson, in short, is this; You never know what it could mean to someone for you to tell them you love them. Pushing to show love in someone's life; to be the love in their life, could change everything.
