I have the urge to writes songs right now, but I don't know what about. Just to write songs. I get like a single line, but i don't know whether to make a chorus out of it or a verse, then i don't know what else to surround it with. I just get one line, or phrase.
I'm really tired, and yet i'm procrastinating the crazy workload that i have ahead of me. What else is new? I don't even know quite how big. I guess i'll find out.
I bragged today, i don't like it when i brag. I reflect later and think, wow i probably sounded like a big douche. Probably. I don't like bragging. It's kinda like my interrupting problem, i know i do it, but i haven't figured out how to stop it before it comes out of my mouth. It's bad, and when i interrupt, i usually am too afraid to say sorry, for some weird reason.
I'm trying to get all my creativity and thought out now, so as to clear the ADD from my brain leaving room for the academic mumbo-jumbo to flow.
I feel like from now until monday at about 3 pm i am going to be absolutely beat! I do get SOME recreation this weekend, but even that feels like it will be squished.
See, i have my lease favorite thing about French class on monday. And i can't seem to get out of my head (hence, i'm trying to by writing this) about it. So i'm already fearing it, when it's 3 days away. I just forgot everything. It all fled my brain in a giant hurry after this past spring semester. POOF! Gone. I usually tend to overract about these though, which is me not being able to get out of my head.
I should quit now. Writing that is. I'm scared...here goes!
