I'm listening to the song that my sister and her husband first danced to as a married couple, and it's such a sweet song, it definitely makes me think of them! To be blessed with a love like their's, that's something i hope to see in my future. Who would've known a simple browsing on craig's list would lead a girl to the love of her life?
I'm just kind of in that really oddly happy optimistic mood...the one i used to always be in. It's hard to be a generally happy person, the pessimists of the world drag you down. It's funny cause it feels foreign mostly because i know we're not meant to feel that way. I mean, let's be real about this with all the crazy stuff that goes down in the world, it can be hard to put a smile on sometimes. I've just always been that type of person, i guess. The type that is generally really happy all the time, i can't help myself i guess.
I look forward to traveling the world! Ugh! So much!! I cannot wait, sometimes i just feel like my world is getting a little too small and i'd like to go out there and see for myself that billions of other people do exist. It's not that i don't believe it, i just want to go somewhere that i don't know a soul, and meet some people. It's not that whole starting over thing per say, i'm okay with who i am, it's more experiencing people. I really do like to experience people, although i've been getting more burnt out on it lately. I mean, i love people, but there are still some that get under my skin.
I think it's because i loose sight of empathy for people who are missing something in their lives that they have to be mean or rude to someone they don't even know. I just don't understand that mentality at all, i don't really understand being rude to someone out of the blue.
So that's why i want to go to Paris and to Ireland and to Greece; i want to see who else is out there and what else. I want to see how people act and what they're like. I won't lie, i really want to see sights too! Haha, the Eiffel Tower and the green rolling Irisih hills; can't pass that up.
It seems like now i'm free, not that i have any clue what i REALLY plan to do with that freedom, for now it's just a nice feeling.
I also am looking forward to learning knew things. I'm all about experiencing life and new aspects of it. I like getting introspective and learning about people and coming to new discoveries. All of it, i guess i just really enjoy life! And i can't wait to enjoy it some more.
