So, I haven't written in a while. All that's really been on my mind has been stress. Any time something worth writing about pops into my thought process it's scared out West Side Story snapping-style by anxiety over how much I should be getting done but am not.
I'm the type of student that procrastinates and all the while worries over how much there is to be done by such and such deadline...but I waste too much time worrying (and subsequently stress-napping), when I should just be getting sh*t done! But the problem is with some things, I can't really. I do my best when the pressure's on. Or rather, I'm capable of being productive in the 11th hour, whereas the first 10 are spent freaking out, and YouTubing. Dammit, YouTube.
Then I feel less inclined to care about anything if I can't even truly focus on school! When my life is busy, to me it becomes one big blur with a general sense of when the big dates are.
That said, this is about all I can write about. Because the only other things on my mind are fleeting thoughts of being single (blah, nobody wants to hear about THAT anymore) and/or how I can't wait to travel again. Also, graduate. How much I hate college...
And really you can now see how cyclical the whole thing is. It's terrible. So until I spare some time for being productive in my spare time...redundant? nonsensical?...hello and goodbye, readers.
