A Metaphor of the Mediocrity of Me

I'm blank, - I'm drawing a blank, and that just goes to show it. I'm so nervous. I'm so busy. I'm so ready to have a break!

Piping hot grilled cheese sandwich that I paid too much for. Napkins, who needs em! As I always say, that's what jeans are for!

It was gorgeous out today, just wonderful. So warm that I actually felt dehydrated all day. I just got used to cold weather, and was getting used to no jacket. Naturally today I felt faint most of the day, haha.

I'm killing time before I head to biology class. Blech! I'm scraping by, like I do in science classes...dreading the big midterm wednesday, and the big final december whenever. I'd rather just sit here and think about how much i'd love to take a nap right now, and about my yummy grilled cheese panini...and the word panini.

I miss being able to have a life, but I just want to get this stupid process over with. Maybe I could take the fall semester off. That's something that never occurred to me; "get it done soon as possible so you can move on with life," that's my mantra. I want to do other things, but I maybe made the mistake of diving into too quick, then again with my procrastination level, there's no way of telling whether i'd have even gone back after a hiatus.

Now Paris, paris sounds dang good right now...again, except for the price tag. Summer's not even worth it, it's six grand for six weeks.

I think I'm just itching to feel progressive again; I feel so stagnant right now. School, blah. Living in the suburbs, BLAH. Commuting from the SUBURBS!!, BLAHHHHHH!!

It's not that I don't like it there, it's just that I've had 18 years of it, I could handle something different again. A bit more of a challenge, a bit more exciting.

Now I'm just rambling, like I do. The trumpet playing at Dunn Bros right now sings a metaphor of the mediocrity of me. I'm going to have a nap in this most likely really dirty chair.