I now better understand the term "sour grape(s)"...
Today made it seem like possibly the rest of the week could be better than last week. I think not knowing what a lot of things will be in a little over a month, is stressing me out. I've felt really stressed for a while, but I don't have a ton to be stressed about. I think it mostly comes down to 2 things: a place to live/roommates, and money to pay for the place to live.
Not only is apartment searching pretty much one of my least favorite things to do, but it's slim pickings. Then there's the money aspect, if I could afford to, I'd move out right now. I practically waste this apartment anyways, I'm gone so much.
Ughhh, there I go again. I'm letting myself worry TOO much, which does nothing but make me miserable...and complain. Haha, my poor mother. I've been thinking about this since late May. And wasting my nerves.
I just need to find a way to chill, and be at peace. The stuff always works out in the end, and I won't be completely miserable if I have to move home for a semester.
