I was thinking about my faith a lot today, and it's odd that once you know God, you can't imagine life without Him. I don't even fully rely on God as much as I should, and the idea of life without Him, well, honestly I can't even comprehend it. The idea of going nowhere after death is...just...so depressing. It's a wonder people can go on living without a Purpose in their life. I don't even have a grasp on where God wants me to go yet, and yet I know He has a purpose for me. If it wasn't for Him and the Hope He provides and promises, I don't think I'd be at all the person I am, or where I am.
I also don't get how you could live this life and not feel Him and see Him everywhere, in everything. This world is too much, only an Awesome Creator could do all this. I'm kind of high on God tonight, so I know anyone who doesn't know him will look at this and think i'm nuts. But i am for so many other reasons than my faith, haha. And knowing the truth doesn't make anyone crazy. Having the ability to believe in something abstract apparently does. *shrugs* I could never deny it, for many reasons in my life, and tonight was just a reassurance of His Greatness.
