I've gotten quite sick of people treating me poorly lately. I don't think there's any cause for it, unless of course I am a jerk to them first, but in said situation I'd prefer a notification as to my behavior. Which brings me to another point, maybe this is just me but I find it hard to believe people don't notice when they're being total jerks. When someone's being that way to me, one of the first things that pops into my head is "Don't you see how mean you're being?".
I've been getting really fed up with people being inconsiderate as well. I'm not trying to say I'm perfect and don't piss of my fair share, but I'd like to think I try my darnedest to be considerate. Sometimes people really appreciate it and couldn't be more thankful, other times they use you because they know you can't say "no". The reason it sucks most, is because there's a certain level of consideration I think everyone deserves, hence I think I deserve it as equally as my neighbors on this messy spinning ball we call home; the reason it sucks most is that not everyone else believes that consideration is deserved by all, or even most. It sucks because no matter how considerate I try to be to someone (even despite an anger towards them), they can't seem to muster up the guts and shove down the pride long enough to show me a little.
On top of all that, something that's really been on my mind is time. Not in the typical way it's been probably more than once before, in the sense of quality time spent with loved ones. I can't understand how one can possibly maintain an important, vital relationship with another, without giving them any of their time. It goes something like this: you can tell me you love me as much as you want, but that means nothing if I never see you, or even hear from you to know you're still alive. If nothing else at least that, cause for as much as I'm an optimist that's when the pessimistic fears rise up in me and wonder what's wrong.
I just think there's no excuse, love is about sacrifice so if that means getting up earlier, staying up later, driving halfway across town, or even doing something you're afraid of and absolutely hate...I'll do what I have to for the people that matter to me.
