Wednesday, March 25, 2009

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You know, sometimes I start these with a purpose, and sometimes I start them not knowing exactly what I mean to say. Like now. I just drew a 2 minute straight blank. I'll have an interesting or note-worthy day, but I almost don't know where to start. And it's always significant to me, but a lot of times I know it means nothing to anyone else. I'm a talker...I am well aware of this fact, sometimes I know when what I'm saying is not even going in one ear out the other...it's not being heard at all, but I have this need to talk so I'll keep going anyways. It's bad, haha.

So much interesting stuff has been going on lately, I am just intrigued by life right now...which seems really strange because a majority of the things that are happening aren't necessarily sunny. God has been doing so many interesting things lately. I think it's been going on longer than I realize, too (which might be a really obvious thought to some but...). The past maybe two weeks have had seen so many small changes in me; more changes in my perspective on things. I hate to be this cliche, but I feel right now like I'm high on life! How many people get the high-on-life feeling after 3(?), 3 straight days of dreary, rainy weather? Amongst other things...

It has been interesting, and I am interested in Tomorrow. I find myself less worried, and more trusting. I am also feeling more secure in the things to come; I am becoming aware of why the things that are on my heart are there.

Growth. Purpose. Author.